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trima kasih dan harap maklum

padang bulan

Sy baru hbs baca novel dwilogi padang bulan dan cinta dalam gelas.
Novel dari andrea hirata..
Overall novel ni sgt bagus..dari 5 bintang sy bagi 4 bintang..
Bhs yg dgunakan sgt sakarstik, pnuh bunga2 dan sgt mmbuai..
Tp satu je latar masa bg sy krg jelas..latar masa nya skrg atau 20 thn yg lalu krg pasti.
Tp novel yg sgt bagus..buat kita berfikir smbil baca..
Novel dwilogi ini ttg 3 watak utama (ikal, enong dan m.nor)
Bgaiman mrka strive for life n love..pokoknya x nyesal baca.
Huuu
Xpndai sgt nk elobrate pjg2 ttg novel..but highly recommended..
Puas gle dpt baca..
Sy cuma hbskn 3 hari (pd sy agk cpt sbb trhmbt dgn jdwal xam n kuliah yg pack)
After this nk baca perahu kertas n 5senti..
Pokoknya sy beruntung d indonesia sbb sy bisa bca novel2 yg bagus..
Novel yg penuh inspirasi.

:))

saya rindu mereka

Lama dh x update blog..lately asyik bz je..tp bloghopping tetap jalan..
Cuma utk update blog sdri agk malas..
Tiba2 rse nk update blog..sbb saya rindu mereka separuh mati..
Ye..
Saya rindu mereka separuh mati..
Dah hampir 5 bln xjmpe, x tatap muke..
Ya Allah rindunye..lima bln yg pnjg..
Saat2 stress mcm ni la rindu mmbuak2..
Rasa nk dipeluk spy dpt recharge blik spirit..
Rindu~

Ye saya ngaku sy anak ayah..
Sy lbih rapat ngn ayah..
Compare ngn kakak sy, dia lbh rapat ngn ibu..
sy rindu nk peluk ayah..
Dulu tiap2 ptg blik krja jam 5 ibu akan siap mknana atas meja..ibu lyan ayah mkn..
Ktorg anak2 dh mkn ibu suap,so ayah mkn ktorg ganggu..smbil ayh mkn dia ngn ibu sembang2..
Time ayah brcakap sy akn peluk ayh dr blkg n lekatkn telinga kt blkg dia..so dgr suara garau..
Waaa rindu..peluk2 pastu ktwa2..
Tp skrg dh x boleh buat mcm tu sbb sy dh besar..
So kalo peluk2 ayh mcm tu lg nmpk sgt x beretika..
Sy rindu waktu tu..

Ibu sy rindu utk bau bdn dia..
Especially lps ibu mndi..wanginya..
Ibu kak ngah rindu..sy ngn ibu slalu beda pndapat,tp akbt prbedaan pndapat tula sy dekat ngn ibu..
Sy nakal ibu marah2..tp ble kne dnda ngn ibu sy gelak2 je..
Hehehe gle nakal..rindu nk cium bau badan ibu..
Rindu nk kne bebel ngn ibu..
Rindu nk gossip2 kuttuk2 org ngn ibu hehehe..


Sy rindu mereka!!!

Sy nak blik..
sy stress!


Saya rindu..

efektifkah jam kuliah d hari sabtu?

Hari ni sabtu,kul 7pg waktu indonesia..
Masuk sgt pg hari ni..
Ada presntasi kasus..
Adoiii malasnya..
Td tjaga jam5, solat subuh pastu trus xleh tido..
Lpas tu bru tringat yg hati ni sabtu dan ttp ada kuliah..
Malasnya..
Letihnya..
Sjak d modul forensik ni hari kuliah jam7..
Dr senin smpe sabtu..
Raser sgt capek la..huhu..
Letih sgt..pastu minggu ada kgiatan organisasi..
Adoi la lgi..tp tu salah sdri sape suruh trgedik2 nk khidupan yg aktif?
Bile dh capek mcm ni baru la nk ngeluh hahaha..
Padan muke,,
Habs presntsi kasus ni nk blik kos n tido smpe mnggu depan..eh x tido smpe pg senin..
Haha..
Ingat nk g roxy jap nnt nk bli brg dapor..walaupon I xda dapor ttp gk nk bli brg dapor..hehe..
Pastu siang ingt nk mkn kt warung ayam la..aym bkr manis ngn nasi uduk..
Hehe..dh leleh ni air liur..
Eh lmbt pulak dosen masuk ari ni..
Hehe..k la nk smbng concntrate dlm class jap..

jangan bertindak mengikut emosi

Entry kali ni agk bermotivasi sikit
Buat adk2 yg baru kenal dunia,or sape2 yg nk baca k..

Kalo terjebak dgn masalah, eg dgn family,bf, or bff..
Jgn cepat brtindak ikut emosi..
Jgn asyik ada masalh je nk bunuh diri..
Nk telan pil tido..
Nk mkn panadol byk2(nsb baik margin of safety panadol besar)..
Nk minum beer puas2..
Bnda tu semua merosak diri..

Tau x?
Knp ada bidang forensik?
Sbb nk cek kes2 bnh diri ni la..plus nk tau pybab dr kematian yg xwajar.
Apa tu kmatian yg x wajar?iaitu kematian yg dsebabkan oleh bunuh diri, pembunuhan dan kecelakaan..
Kte amik 1 contoh..
Ada sorg gurl, terlanjur mke love ngn bf dia..
Tbe2 ketahuan hamil luar nikah..
Blaja masih form3 lg..
Adoi..nk suruh laki tu btanggungjwb pasti la dia xmau kn?
Nah...so skrg nk buat apa?
Kalo kte cetek pikiran,pasti nk g bunuh diri kn?
Biar x malu lg..
Tapi..
B4 nk bunuh diri, pikir balik..tuhan ske x kte bunuh diri?
Allah marah tau..berdosa bsar tu..
Ye la kte kn hak Allah..Allah xske kte bunuh dri..
Jd cbe bwk brbncng ngn family..ye la at first fmly msti terkejut badak la.m
Tp cbe slow talk..
Sebelum tu yg pntng..
Jangan bercouple!
Nnt trlnjur hamil..
So..jgn kapel..dlm al quran pon ada ckp jgn mndekati zina..
Tgk, dia tulis mndekati,mean dh dkt pon jgn ni apa lg nk suruh berzina..
So jgn kapel k!sng je solution dia..hehe

Bkn pe tgh dlm modul forensik skrg..
Jd ble dh blaja sng sgt nk mati..
Bunuh dn dbunuh..
Lihat jnazah gntg diri, bunuh kesian sgt..
Rase mcm kasihan kt jenazah tu..
Pastu dgn post mortem autopsi yg dokter buat..
Jnazah dbuka dihiris dimanipulasi rase mcm xda respct dh kt jnazah tu..
Tp cbe pikir?
Knp dokter buat?sbb nk cri pybab kmatian!
Cbe mati dgn wajar..xda nya nk buat pos mortem sgla mcm..
Sng je prjalanan nk jmpe dgn sang Pencipta..
Kmbali kpd Pncpta dgn keadaan utuh sbgmana Dia kirim kta ke dunia..
Sedih x?
Jadi..
Hindari kematian tak wajar k!

forget n forgive

I always heard about forgive n forget..
But when I expirienced it, now I realized that its easy to forgive but difficult to forget..
I think u hv read one of my entry bout problems that I hv wth my own bestfrend. Now she has ask for apology fro me but for me, its very difficult to forget..
I feel like there's still a big scar scretch on my heart..
I can't cure it..basically I'm ok wth her but to be so closed like b4 is impossible..
I feel very awkward..ohoho..try to hv chats wth her, try to smiled at her but I feel like its jz a drama..
Very dramaqueen eh?
Haha..urm try to learn to be more cool n tke things easy..hehe

ko pake jilbab ka?

Its friday evening and I got tbmt thngs to be done this evening..
Got to go to gelora bungkarno n jog for our stamina..
On my way back to campus I bumped on adil n nita, her gf..
Fyi, I seldomly wear bju kurung to campus,one in a blue moon I'll wear it..
Fro far I heard them talking bout me,,
'Itu ka fairuz ya?'
'Bkn..itu bkn ka fairuz,,'

Then when I came nearer, I said,
'Hai adil, hai nita!'

Both of them very shock bcz its me, ka fairuz who wear bju krg..

Haha
Then I went to cmpus wear my sports attire..
Of course sports attire bcz I wanna jog later!

At campus, once again adil very shick wth me..

'Ko ka fairuz berjilbab sih? Kta kn mau olah raga'

I'm quite blurred, but suddenly nita said,

'Yaiyalah..kn org mmg uda berjilbab..ko kaget lo?'

Then I jz gv both of them a very sweet smile of mine..hehe..

So what's d lesson of d stories?

Pikir sdri na..
Huhu..

craving for meetballs

Omg! Meetball..y don't u jst call it bakso?
Haha..I havnt take my lunch yet..
bcz my phone got no credits,n I'm lazy to go out n buy food..
so I dcide not to take my lunch
N wait for my dinner
Since I famished now..I start to crave for evrythng..haha
One of it is bakso!
I wanna grilled bakso jz like at ikea..
Huhu..
Mbaa anaaaa..can u help me?
But hw to make d sauce?
Or I jz eat it wth ordinary sauce?
Huuhuuu its very mouthwatering!
Crave for bakso rite now..

bagai melepaskan anjing tersepit

Bagai mlpaskn anjing tersepit..that's d proverb of d day
Hv u ever heard about d proverb
I've heard it lots of time but now..I've experienced it!
I feel very teerible rite now
But I've to b professional n not be drown by emotion
So I'll take it easy..
Bout d person I'll ignore her..
I'm d one who always b her guardian angel,help her during herr hard time
But now I feel like its very useless n I'm very dissapointed towarads her

So, now I feel like melepaskan anjing tersepit!
You release it from obstacle but it bite you after that..

So now sit, rlx and cheer up!
U've release ur self fro a big burden!
She d one who need u not u need her..
U can live wthout people's help dear..
Chillax n start ur day with a bigggg smile..
Luv n mmhuax!

ayam bakar penyet kremes dada

Petang ni hujan lagi
Hari ni dh tiga kali hujan
Mndung je hari ni dr pg tadi
Mgkin sbb tu karawang bnjir kot..
Ikutkn kne g karawang utk acra TBMT tp sbb esok xam x g la
Rugi jgk cz tu expirience, selamatkan mangsa pasca banjir

Baru je hbis mkn ayam bakar pnyet keremes dada..
Alhmdulillah..tp pedas nk mmpozz even pedes tapiii sumpah enaaak banget!
Kre mknan ruji la setiap kali lunch slalu la mkn
Tp ari ni x g kdai jzz delivery je

Tgh hari td mkn kt kdai sama gk..
Tp mkn lauk biasa..bkn yg bakar..adoi mmg x diet la sejak blik dr mesia ari tu
Asik mkn je..

Td waktu call utk order aym pnyet mba tu tny

'Atas nama siapa ka?'
'Atas nama nur mba'
'Ooowhh..mba nur..okey!'

Dpt tngkap x mksud tersirat perbualan tu..
Mean dia dh knal siapa mba nur..hahah
Sbb slalu sgt dilivery..
Kalo kt kdai dia koko tu mmg tau sy..
Kre mcm reguler customer la,tp koko knal sy ngn nama fairuz..
Pkrja dia pon knal ngn nama fairuz..
Time call utk dlivery ckp nama nur..hehe

Tgh syok2 dok kunyah mkanan smpoat gk pikir..
Ibu ngn ayah mkn pe eyk ari ni?slalu kalo ktorg xblik ibu msk simple2 je..
Sbb nnt msk byk2 mmbazir..xda sape mkn..
Las2 bgla ank2 bulu dia yg 3ekoir tu mkn..
Kalo la dkasi chance sy nk stdy ke mesia so evry weeknd dpt blik..
Evry weeknd dpt tman ibu ngn ayh mkn..

Fadhil..dia mkn ape la tu..bdk tu ske mkn bnda merepek2..
Yg xda kashiat..tp ska sgaaat mnum susu..tp xputih2 pon..
Jenuh duk lcture dia mkn yg khasiat2..ni duk jauh dr fmly xtau la pola mkn dia mcm ne

Kakyong..sjak berhusbnd ni trjga la sikit mkn dia..kalo x asik nk diet je keje..
Huhu..tp skrg dia dj berisi sket..bgus la kalo x kurus kering..

Adik2 bulu..dorg xpayah riso..kalo xda nasi ada friskies tmbng..tg ori dorg x mkn r..
Bau pon tk nk..berlagak btu..tp xpe la save sket duit ibu,cz bli yg tmbang je..hehe

Okey la..dh mghrib..nk solat..bsok exan ENT takott..wsh me luck k..
:)